Undisclosed Desires and Wicked Games
through chaos as it swirls | a mix for the scientist and the sorcerer
i. undisclosed desires - muse
ii. born to die - lana del ray
iii. caress your soul - sticky fingers
iv. the scientist - coldplay
v. come as you are - nirvana
vi. little black submarines - the black keys
vii. use somebody - kings of leon
viii. d is for dangerous - arctic monkeys
ix. champagne supernova - oasis
x. atlas hands - benjamin francis leftwich
xi. us against the world - coldplay
xii. breathe me - sia
xiii. spectrum - florence + the machine
xiv. is this love - aiden grimshaw
xv. we found love - boyce avenue
xvi. our deal - best coast
xvii. to build a home - the cinematic orchestra
COUNTING BODIES & COMFORTABLY NUMB
Tony and Loki’s fanmixes for PAREIDOLIA. aka Paraph’s writing music.
I. Counting Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War Drums- a perfect circle
II. Poison Theme- noisia
III. Immigrant Song- karen o, trent razor
IV. If I Had A Heart- fever ray
V. Sayonara (instrumental)- gackt
I. Wasted Union Blues- it’s a beautiful day
II. Experiment In Terror- henry Mancini
III. Back In the Saddle- aerosmith
IV. Whole Lotta Love- adam lambert
V. Mama Sed- puscifer
i. Skillet » Monster
I feel it deep within // it’s just beneath the skin // I must confess that I // Feel like a monster // I hate what I’ve become // the nightmare’s just begun // I must confess that I // feel like a monster
ii. Black Sabbath » Iron Man
nobody wants him // they just turn their heads // nobody helps him // now he has his revenge // heavy boots of lead // fills his victims full of dread // running as fast as they can // iron Man lives again!
iii. Lacuna Coil » Fire
let the fire enter you // let the anger start to brew // let your instincts break the rules // let it rise and consume // give in to yourself // you started this fight // face me down // my adrenaline rush // is slowing down // take your place on the firing line // you’ll be burning
iv. Within temptation » All I need
don’t tear me down for all I need // make my heart a better place // give me something I can believe // don’t tear me down // you’ve opened the door now, don’t let it close
v. HIM » Killing loneliness
with the venomous kiss you gave me // I’m killing loneliness // with the warmth of your arms you saved me // I’m killing loneliness with you // the killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb // I’m killing loneliness
vi. Evanescence » Erase this
not gonna let this day go by // I’m gonna save this wasted life // and nothing can stand in my way // not enough to say goodbye // burn it till there’s nothing left // I’m drowning in the mess that I have made
vii. AC/DC » Hell’s Bells
I’ll give you black sensations up and down your spine // if you’re into evil you’re a friend of mine // see the white light flashing as I split the night // so if good’s on the left then I’m sticking to the right // I won’t take no prisoners won’t spare no lives // nobody’s puttin’ up a fight // I got my bell I’m gonna take you to hell
viii. Lacuna Coil » Kill the light
when I’m lost // and don’t know what to do // you run away from me // I don’t know what to do // when you run away from me // but you’ll never kill the light // inside me
ix. Nightwish » Whoever brings the night
we seduce the dark with pain and rapture // like two ships that pass in the night. // you and I - a whore and a bashful sailor // welcome to a sunrise of a dirty mind.
x. Florence + The machine » Cosmic love
I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map // and knew that somehow I could find my way back // then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too // so I stayed in the darkness with you
xi. MS MR » Bones
lost in the pages of self-made cages // life slips away and the ghosts come to play // these are hard times // these are hard times for dreamers // and love lost believers
xii. Within Temptation »Fire and ice
closer to insanity // buries me alive // where’s the life we once had // it cannot be denied// why can’t you see what we had? // let the fire burn the ice // where’s the love we once had // is it all a lie?
First fanmix ever! I dedicate it to my best friend Caz for Easter. The iron to my frost and my fellow smutter! Yay! I hope you like it babe! A nice contribution to the Frostiron fandom.
Please don’t repost or claim the art as yours. The songs belong to their respective authors and you can download the zip file if you want. If you want just one or two songs, drop the title in my ask box and I’ll link you up.
4SHARED (zip folder)
Look at the names of all of these songs. They’re all depressing as fuck.
This is actually a pretty eclectic list, which I wasn’t expecting. The order is kind of important because I wanted to transition from each genre pretty seamlessly.
Most of these songs are pretty chill, which I guess some people might not like. I might throw together a “Hate Sex” type of playlist sometime, but I usually prefer stuff like this. Especially for fic reading/writing.
I’m also gonna post the best line (in my opinion) from each song, just to show you why they’re perfect.
Also, I just listened to the entire thing straight through and I think it plays well.
Looking back on it, there are some songs where I’m like WTF are you doing here? But it took forever to upload the file sooo. Yeah. Deal.
Terrible Love – Birdy
“It’s a terrible love, and I’m walking with spiders.”
Poison & Wine – The Civil Wars
“Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise.”
In My Veins – Andrew Belle
“Oh, you’re all I taste, at night, inside of my mouth.”
Consequence – The Notwist
“Leave me paralyzed love. Leave me hypnotized love.”
Whatever You Like – Anya Marina
“I want your body, need your body.”
The Beauty & the Tragedy – Trading Yesterday
“For I am finding out that love will kill and save me.”
Name – Goo Goo Dolls
“Scars are souvenirs you never lose, the past is never far.”
Avalanche – Matthew Good
“The world’s stopping but we keep going and we’re ruthless and we’re cunning.”
Explosions – Ellie Goulding
“You left my soul bleeding in the dark, so you could be king.”
Dark Paradise – Lana Del Rey
“Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine, but I wish I was dead.”
Lying to Yourself – Example
“And I’m happy to admit that I lied. And I’ll admit that I ruined your life.”
Power & Control – Marina and the Diamonds
“Cause all my life I’ve been controlled, you can’t have peace without war.”
Hearts a Mess – Gotye
“It makes no sense, but I’m desperate to connect.”
Killing Man – Jack Savoretti
“If I said I was sorry would you forget the things I’ve done?”
The Wolves – Ben Howard
“Watching from both sides, these towers been tumbling down. I lost my mind here.”
I’ll Follow You – Shinedown
“I’ll following you down while we’re passing through space. I don’t care if we fall from grace.”
Do You Want the Truth or Something Beautiful? – Paloma Faith
“I am happy to deceive you.”
We Found Love (Cover) – Example
“Turn away ‘cause I need you more. Feel the heart beat in my mind.”
a tony stark/loki laufeyson mix
10 (of my personal favorite) tracks in a zip. file. titles in order, song name, artist and lyrics. bolded lyrics are the lines that throw my shipper heart into a frenzy. download (includes tracks and cover) link at the bottom. enjoy :)
1) Animal - The Cab
i’m not quite human and i’m not quite a machine | so i guess that leaves you staring at something that’s somewhere in between | i’m another hungry lover | but i was born a different breed | i can shake you but then i’ll break you and baby sweat is guaranteed | i wish i could give you my love and my soul | but inside my chest there is nobody home | my heart may be missing but my hands will make up for it | don’t think this is innocent | i’ll sink my teeth right into it
2) Chokehold - Adam Lambert
staring at the ceiling in the dark | sheets are in a knot | my heart is like a rock | pictures flashing by inside my head | i’m hanging by a thread | but i’d do it all again | i keep running away, running away, running away from you | but i can’t stand breaking the chains, breaking the chains, breaking the chains | it’s too good | ‘cause i know the second you go | i want you to bring it on back to me
3) Kill To Love - The Earlybirds
he’s got your words of wisdom | swimming in a glass of gin | but no one wants to follow him | ‘cause he fights fire with oxygen | he’s got no time for glory | so let’s go soak our minds in sin | i’d kill to love you | i’d kill to love you | he’s got his playground war crimes | is everybody here all in | no one wants to follow him | ‘cause he turns lies to truth again | and he’s got no time for stories | from the people he defends | no one wants to follow him | ‘cause of the colour of his skin
4) Break Me Shake Me - Savage Garden
i never thought i’d change my opinion again | but you moved me in a way that i’d never known | straight away you just moved into position again | you abused me in a way that i’d never known | so break me shake me hate me | take me over | when the madness stops then you will be alone | you’re the kind that deals in games of the mind | you confuse me in a way that i’ve never known
5) Under My Skin - Sarah Connor
you’re not the type of man to shake my hand | like ‘nice to meet you’ | you’re breaking my chains again | and nothing remains the same | now i’m hypnotized | i realise | when we touch i can feel we’ve got a chemistry | can’t get enough | watch you when you stand so close to me | i’ve got you under my skin
6) Too Close - Alex Clare
which way is right | which way is wrong | how do i say that i need to move on | you know we’re headed separate ways | and it feels like i am just too close to love you | there’s nothing i can really say | i can’t lie no more } i can’t hide no more | got to be true to myself
7) Bang - Armchair Cynics
break the skin | ‘cause i can’t tell where you body ends and mine begins | tear the flesh | i woke today feeling like some kind of masochist | you manifest | bring things to be | and your mojo witchcraft honey it’s working on me | i must confess | pull, beg and plead | that i need your kiss like the ocean needs a breeze | i go off like a gun | like a loaded weapon | bang bang bang | grip me in your hands
8) I Get Off - Halestorm
you don’t know that i know | you watch me every night | and i just can’t resist the urge | to stand here in the light | your greedy eyes upon me | and then i come undone | i could close the curtain | but this is too much fun | i get off on you getting off on me | give you what you want | but nothing is for free | it’s all give and take | kind of love we make | when the line is crossed | i get off
9) Hysteria - Muse
it’s bugging me | grating me | and twisting me around | i’m endlessly caving in | and turning inside out | ‘cause i want it now | give me your heart and your soul | i’m breaking out | i’m breaking out | last chance to lose control
10) Turn My Flesh Inside Out - Britney Spears/Simon Curtis
i can hear you knocking at the front door | and i know exactly what you came for | try to say goodbye but it’s hot and heavy | we could get a little crazy just for fun | just for fun | don’t even try to hold it back just let go | tie me up and take me over ‘til you’re done, ‘til i’m done | you’ve got me feeling that i’m ready to blow |
Get the Devil Out - A FrostIron Fanmix
|01| Wicked Soul - Kubb |02| Nasty - Sunrise Avenue |03| (Can’t Get My) Head Around You - The Offspring |04| You Will, You Wont - The Zutons |05| Get the Devil out of Me - Delain |06| Fake It - Seether |07| Under My Skin - Sarah Conner |08| Under the Wire - Carbon Leaf |09| You’re so Vain - Marilyn Manson |10| Four to the Floor - Starsailor |11| Kingdom of Rust - Dove
Some of the songs I like to listen to, when I need to punch myself in the heart with Tony/Loki feels. Cutting down the list was hard. >;
(Hover over song to see lyrics.)
｢ 172MB.zip ｣
23 songs ; 1.6 hours00 BANG GANG Lost In Wonderland01 AQUALUNG Strange and Beautiful (I’ll Put a Spell on You)02 KYTE ihnfsa03 DIGITAL DAGGERS State of Seduction04 GREAT NORTHERN Numbers05 IAMX The Stupid, The Proud06 KEANE A Bad Dream07 THE GOOD NATURED Your Body is a Machine08 THE GOOD NATURED Human Eyes Cry Godly Tears09 THE GOOD NATURED Red Skin10 AQUALUNG Good Times Gonna Come11 LINDI Nothing At All12 DIGITAL DAGGERS Where The Lonely Ones Roam13 PHAELEH FT. SOUNDMOUSE Afterglow14 IAMX Tear Garden15 KYTE Eyes Lose Their Fire16 THE GOOD NATURED Tongue Tied17 GREAT NORTHERN Houses18 DEADMAU5 Porcelain19 IN-FLIGHT SAFETY Big White Elephant20 THE GOOD NATURED The Hourglass21 IN-FLIGHT SAFETY Fill Our Wounds— CLINT MANSELL Death is the Road to Awe
✘ SCARLET CROSS ✘ ᵃ ᶠʳᵒˢᵗᶤʳᵒᶰ ᶠᵃᶰᵐᶤˣ
»01 - AIDEN One Love (Extinction Remix)
Well don’t try to stop me, I’m headed straight to hell down; I want you, I need you now.
»02 - MARINA & THE DIAMONDS Starring Role
Come one baby let’s just get drunk, forget we don’t get on. / You don’t love me, big fucking deal, I’ll never tell you how I feel.
»03 - IN THIS MOMENT Scarlet
They will never know all the blood we’ve shed, the scarlet cross we bear until the bitter end. They can never know just what we’ve done…
»04 - PLACEBO My Sweet Prince
Me and you baby still flush all the pain away, so before I end my day remember… My sweet prince, you are the one.
»05 - IMOGEN HEAP feat TEMPOSHARK Not That Big
Who cares if we’ll meet again, it’s obvious that we’re not friends. / Cause you’re not big in my life, not big in my life at all…
»06 - VNV NATION Beloved
Moments lost though time remains, I am so proud of what we were. No pain remains, no feeling, eternity awaits.
»07 - NINE INCH NAILS Only (El-P Remix)
I just made you up to hurt myself; and it worked. / There is no you, there is only me, there is no fucking you, there is only me…
»08 - THE BIRD & THE BEE Don’t Stop The Music
Do you know what you started? I just came to a party but now I’m swaying on the dance floor being naughty.
»09 - JASON WALKER Everybody Lies
It’s easy to deceive but it’s hard when the trust that’s broken is mine. For better, or for worse, for the happy, for the hurt.
10 - BROKEN IRIS Broken Inside
The thinning line between you and my sanity is quickly fading, takes just a breeze to cause a storm, takes just a breath to cause a scream.
»11 - INNERPARTYSYSTEM What We Will Never Know
I wanna believe in someone, I wanna believe in something, I wanna believe that I can love again…
»12 - STING A Thousand Years
I could speak a million lies, a million songs, a million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time. But if there was a single truth, a single light a single thought, a singular touch of grace; then following this single point , this single flame, the single haunted memory of your face… I still love you, I still want you.
»ᵇᵒᶰᵘˢ ᵗʳᵃᶜᵏ - MOBY My Weakness
This is my weakness, I go home; go home with him.
1. 10 Years-Fix Me
I’m fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I’m right where I should be
Don’t try and fix me
I’m fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I’m right where I should be
Don’t try and fix me
2. 30 Seconds To Mars-Bad Romance
I want your psycho
Your vertigo kiss
I want you in my bed
I’ll make you sick
I want your love
3. Breaking Benjamin-Dance With The Devil
Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.
I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.
4. Daughtry-Drown In You
I don’t wanna drown in you
I’m sinking, then I’m torn in two
So when you see me come up for air
Don’t try to hold me down, just save me now
Don’t let me drown in you
(Don’t let me drown in you
5. Evans Blue-Cold (But I’m Still Here)
Hello, I’m your martyr, will you be my gangster
can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back
when you hide, hide inside that body
but just remember that when I touch you
the more you shake, the more you give away
6. Muse-Undisclosed Desires
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty’s not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
7. Florence + The Machine-Bedroom Hymns
The sweetest submission
Drinking it in
The wine, the women, the bedroom hymns
‘Cause this is his body
This is his love
Such selfish prayers and I can’t get enough
8. In This Moment-The Promise
No matter what I say or what I do
I know how this will end
So I turn it away now before we begin
And now matter what you say or what you do
I know how this will end
So I’m turning away now
I’m dangerous for you [x2]
Come to me,
Trust in your dream
Come on and rescue me.
Yes I know, I can be wrong
Maybe I’m too headstrong
Our love is
10. Nine Inch Nails-Something I Can Never Have
You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn’t do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
11. Red-Breathe Into Me
Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I’m falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I’m falling, falling
Breathe into me
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can’t destroy what isn’t there.
Deliver me into my fate -
If I’m alone I cannot hate
I don’t deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
13. Within Temptation-What Have You Done Now?
Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love
14. Staind-Not Again
So you try not to follow
While the clock fails to sleep
So here we are back where it began
And toe to toe I stand in front of you again
Denial isn’t the way to forgiveness
You always swore that I was wrong
15. Florence + The Machine-Seven Devils
And now all your love will be exorcised
And we will find your sayings to be paradox
And it’s an even sum
It’s a melody
It’s a final cry
It’s a symphony
16. Stone Sour-Wicked Game
What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt that way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you
I want to love you but I better not touch (don’t touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You’re poison running through my veins
You’re poison, I don’t want to break these chains
18. Lacuna Coil-Losing My Religion
Of every waking hour
I’m choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt, lost and blinded fool
Oh no I’ve said too much
I set it up
You can down load it HERE
“…we’re not involved in a ‘relationship’, you and I, we’re involved in a collision. Collisions don’t much lend themselves to secure futures, but the act of colliding is hard to beat for interest.” -Tom Robbins
001. GODZILLA - Blue Oyster Cult [x]
“With a purposeful grimace and a terrible sound, he pulls the spitting high tension wires down.
Helpless people on a subway train scream bug-eyed as he looks in on them.
He picks up a bus and he throws it back down as he wades through the buildings toward the center of town.
Oh no, they say, he’s got to go. Go go, Godzilla, yeah.”
002. E-PRO - Beck [x]
“See me coming to town with my soul
Straight down out of the world with my fingers
Holding onto the devil I know
All my troubles’ll hang on your trigger
Take your eyes and your mind from the road
Shoot your mouth if you know where you’re aiming.”
003. LOUIS XIV - Louis XIV [x]
“Well, I’m a weapon of mass destruction.
Well, I’m a portal into blue collar human psychology
I need a fix i don’t need no apology.”
004. FAST FUSE - Kasabian [x]
“Oh baby I was born with a fast fuse
I’ve got no time to love just a city to abuse
Now it’s time to address you
I’m the reason you claim
Shame, stalk my name
See my fist chopping off your reign.”
005. ELEPHANT - Tame Impala [x]“He’s got friends but they got fear
Wouldn’t care too much if he’d just disappeared
Oh, look there he is now coming down the stairs.
Here it comes
He pulled the mirrors off his Cadillac
‘Cause he doesn’t like it looking like he looks back.”
006. TO CATCH A THIEF - Lovage [x]
“Come in off that roof top
You’re so handsome dressed in black
See you in the shadows
I’d like to see you on your back.”
007. ONE 2.3 FOUR - Martin Solveig [x]
“I’m in another world since I saw you girl, now what’s in you ?
Things I wanna show, sure I could go pretty far with you.
To know the game, what to get fame, I can show you.
You wanna be a claim, I can note your name so you can play too.
Come on girl, come and get me, set yourself free.”
008. THE DEVIL YOU KNOW - Liily Wolf [x]
“He’s casual but complicatedAnd each move is calculated
He fakes his own mythologyCatchphrases, shrugs, and mysteriesThat’s why I really don’t want to like (don’t want to like)Wake up with hell to pay ‘cause he works in mysterious ways.That boy is the devil that you know‘Cause he’s reckless but he’s always in control.”
009. WHO NEEDS THE SUNSHINE - The Heavy [x]
“Don’t need no big drink or cigarette
I got more than I need to complete the set
Make picturesque on warm breast
Hitting hard cause mind don’t need no rest
But get me medicine in shape of your something
Whatever fetish I decide myself to cast you in
So when the storm breaks I leave the headache
To walk alone in the cloud for my own sake.”
010. MOWGLI’S ROAD - Marina and the Diamonds [x]
“Do you think you will be good enough
To love others and to be loved?”
011. SKELETON TIGER - Tame Impala [x]
“Now that all these walls are down,
Wonder what I’ll tell you.
You can do what you want, as long
as the cotton is high and strong,
We should be like this all the time,
for the Earth, one day, will die.”
Get the Devil Out - A FrostIron Fanmix
01 - Wicked Soul - Kubb
I don’t want to watch The Street on TV
I don’t want to hear about your day
I’ve got no time to hear
About how much you care
Shut your mouth and come this way
02 - Nasty - Sunrise Avenue
Put your hands on me
I wanna feel the fever and the beat inside you
When you look me with those eyes
You say you wanna be all mine
03 - (Can’t Get My) Head Around You - The Offspring
Deep inside your soul there’s a hole you don’t wanna see
Covering it up like a cut with the likes of me
04 - You Will, You Wont - The Zutons
You say you love day
But you come out at night
While your thinking, thinking, thinking up a storm in you
All the things you’re thinking, are they false, are they true
05 - Get the Devil out of Me - Delain
I’m no Jesus Christ, I’m the one mistake that you love to hate
I apologize, it’s your destiny to get the devil out of me
06 - Fake It - Seether
And you should know that the lies won’t hide your flaws
07 - Under My Skin - Sarah Conner
It turns me on
When I’m your pupil - you’re my teacher teacher
Get in position
That’s my mission on the floor tonight
I’ve been exorcised, sensitized
08 - Under the Wire - Carbon Leaf
I need to feel redeemed.
I wear my heart on a grimy sleeve.
I bear the pressure of oil and moving steam.
Unaware of my gaining speed.
09 - You’re so Vain - Marilyn Manson
You walked into the party
Like you were walking onto a yacht
10 - Four to the Floor - Starsailor
No cross to bear, no reason to care, my life was all up in air,
Four to the floor, I was sure, never seeing clear,
I could have it all, whenever you are near.
11 - Kingdom of Rust - Dove
I long to feel
Some beauty in my heart
Writing my frostiron fic has left me with many Loki feels. Here are some of the songs from my playlist that remind me of those feels.
Within Temptation - Where is the Edge (Loki & Tony)
Cause you’re losing your mind
And you’re sleeping with wide open eyes.
Missy Higgins - Secret (Loki x Tony)
For I am your secret
Aren’t I babe?
Yeah, I am your secret
Aren’t I babe?
Pete Yorn - Ever Fallen in Love (Loki x Tony)
You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I’m hurt
I hear kind of weeping, small voice but a great pain
The wraith of my soul is stained with tears that fell like rain
No one saved me for the light
The damned are cast into the night
There is no rescue from this hell in which I am now
Delain - Virtue and Vice (Loki x Tony)
Heaven forgive, this mess I’m in
Temperance, why do I cast
Your prudence to the wind?
I hope they cannot see.
The limitless potential.
Living inside of me.
To murder everything.